Dependence
So much can happen in the course of a couple of weeks.
My husband is doing so much better. There are still some side effects that are not going away but the bottom line is that the drug he was taking for his triglycerides was poisioning him. We continue to pray for the levels to go down.
He’s back in a routine and working. And I think he is a little more open to my crazy crusade of eating healthier.
This experience was a big wake up call for me. I have learned so much about being dependent. I am dependent on my husband for so many things, but I need to realign my thoughts to recognize that God is truly in control. It’s not that I didn’t believe that before, but I had a little taste of a kind of helplessness that I had not felt before; and that gave me a little different perspective.
I also realize I have so many sweet friends…many of whom I have never met, who have prayed for me and have kept me going. I count you as one of them, and I thank God for you.